Unforgivable

Guys, remember when was the last time you cried?

I've always been a happy man and cry never seems to have its toll on me. But last night, I broke down and cried before my girl. I did something wrong. Real wrong. I know I have never looked so weak, especially when I'm with her. I even felt guilty when I asked for forgiveness. To be frank. if the same thing happened to me, I know I would never forgive her. Who am I to ask for forgiveness? I am not even worth a second chance. But I really can't let her go. And I know my tears will never bring her back. I don't blame her, it's my fault, I can't change the playful nature in me I can never change. I am not afraid to admit that, yes, my heart has broken into pieces, it's like losing someone special and important. It's like sending someone you love and care away. Our love died. Things didn't go quite the way I want them to go, I know I have never loved someone so deeply. But why'd we have to hurt the one we love the most? Why is this happening to me?

So it's not a good thing to remain happy all the time. The happier you are, the more vulnerable you will be when you ever get hit. Trust me. I've never felt so weak. If only I could turn back time, if only I could. I miss her like crazy.